No, I dont think so =\ If you're asking in the side of the sickness, then nope, I felt slightly better.. If you're asking in the side of love, then I dont really know..
Actually whats the purpose of blogging? Rather, whats the purpose of having one closed blogsite? Deep down inside you, you know no one would have the access to read what you typed, no one will ever feel what you felt, no one will ever know how you think, but why do you still keep blogging? Frankly, I dont have the answer myself.. I blog coz I got things that I wish to say it out of myself, coz I dont wanna keep it all to myself. By doing it, I dont really expect people to know what Im doin and how I feel about certain things, just that I felt kind of relief after I say things out, be it in the blog or a piece of paper that I gonna throw into the bin after I finish writing it out..
Been applying medicine already lately, but I dont feel any better, yet.. I have to admit tho, the patch of rashes seems to like cool down by a lil, but still, it's very itchy~!! Went to class just now, the lecturer said we gonna have a test at next next week's tuesday! And our deadline for assignment 1 is on this coming tuesday, then on the day itself, we'll receive our question paper for assignment 2 !! Omgz, assignments and tests are all lining up for me already, guess I aint gonna be free during this weekend.. The prob is whether will I able to control myself to fully concentrate and finish up my assignment and revision instead of chatting and playing games in front of the comp? ><"
Talk about love.. I've been kind of calm lately, maybe due to my rashes virus, I didnt think of her as much as I thought I will.. Since I got this virus of mine, I realized that I should love myself more nowadays, coz Im lack of love =p Being an adviser to someone else, I kind of looked through the problem of my relationship through a 3rd person's perspective too.. " If a girl makes you suffer before you're even with her, then she's not the one for you ". Thats a sentence that Justin quoted from me, and I gonna use it here.. Clearly, thats my case, and throughout those days that I chatted with Justin, I kind of started to let myself go, as in not being so irrational and emotional in the relationship already.. Most likely she's not the one for me, so I shouldnt waste anymore of my time on her. I'll try to let myself go slowly, and steadily..
I'll rest my case in the hands of time, and also fate.. I'll be looking forward to see where will the flow takes me to.. Til then, it will be another day's story ~
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Ish~ !
18/07
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Taa daa , another 1 whole day I didnt post =D
I dont know how to describe it, but then it feels like it getting more worse each day.. Thats what and how I feel la, i did apply all those cream and tablets that the doc gave me, but then sigh, dont know la =\ I just wish for the best..
And yet, another day where I din touch my assignment at all, no new notes to print out as well.. Oh ya, I found my ring too =D It's one of the birthday gift that my dad gave it to me few years ago.. Things are not getting better these days, and it wont be easy for everyone either, we just have to hang on, and things will eventually work out, sooner or later, either one way or the other (hopefully)..
Sigh, have no idea what I crapping.. And I dont wanna drive, but if I dont drive, then nobody can fetch me to class.. Even when I sit down now, I can feel the pain and the itchiness, so suckily painful.. Despite I treating it with all the medicine supplies I got, but I failed to see any improvement til now..
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Taa daa , another 1 whole day I didnt post =D
I dont know how to describe it, but then it feels like it getting more worse each day.. Thats what and how I feel la, i did apply all those cream and tablets that the doc gave me, but then sigh, dont know la =\ I just wish for the best..
And yet, another day where I din touch my assignment at all, no new notes to print out as well.. Oh ya, I found my ring too =D It's one of the birthday gift that my dad gave it to me few years ago.. Things are not getting better these days, and it wont be easy for everyone either, we just have to hang on, and things will eventually work out, sooner or later, either one way or the other (hopefully)..
Sigh, have no idea what I crapping.. And I dont wanna drive, but if I dont drive, then nobody can fetch me to class.. Even when I sit down now, I can feel the pain and the itchiness, so suckily painful.. Despite I treating it with all the medicine supplies I got, but I failed to see any improvement til now..
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Itchy Itchy ~~
Argh !! My butt is so itchy at the moment ><
Went to consult doc. The doc said I got some kind of chicken pox alike virus, which only happens to grow around the nerve and thigh. I kinda felt relief after hearing that, but it doesnt change the fact that I wanna go for a full medical check up tho ><" It costs me 100 over bucks, but during that moment, I did not bring enough money, and so .. .. .. sigh =\
During the class, I felt so not well.. Got most of the tip on how should I present my assignment =D But I have no choice than to continue staying in the class =\ Then during the break, guess who I bumped into? Yeah, I bumped into Yee Jin ! Rofl, I didnt know I'll bump into him here, he's working in an insurance company and currently studying associates papers tho =D
Went back to home after class, take my dinner then took my medicine as well.. Gonna apply cream soon, how suffering my body is.. Sigh, sien dou bei ...
Went to consult doc. The doc said I got some kind of chicken pox alike virus, which only happens to grow around the nerve and thigh. I kinda felt relief after hearing that, but it doesnt change the fact that I wanna go for a full medical check up tho ><" It costs me 100 over bucks, but during that moment, I did not bring enough money, and so .. .. .. sigh =\
During the class, I felt so not well.. Got most of the tip on how should I present my assignment =D But I have no choice than to continue staying in the class =\ Then during the break, guess who I bumped into? Yeah, I bumped into Yee Jin ! Rofl, I didnt know I'll bump into him here, he's working in an insurance company and currently studying associates papers tho =D
Went back to home after class, take my dinner then took my medicine as well.. Gonna apply cream soon, how suffering my body is.. Sigh, sien dou bei ...
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Lobster =p
Gagaga, here I am, blogging for the sake of updating, I guess.. Went to Victoria Station PJ Hilton there to have our dinner.. We called lobster as our side dish as planned, with 2 different flavour for each half of the lobster, which is butter onions flavour and tormendo *or something like that* flavour =p Both has its own great taste, so therefore both tastes good !! Then for starters, I've ordered a soup, called seafood chowder, and for main dish, I've ordered a, ahh.. a rainbow trout fish !! Omgz ! that fish was huge, plus those chips and salads, it was totally a superb dinner =D When the bill came, the lobster itself is already cost 200 bucks, add up the rest is around 400++ =p, quite expensive though, but not bad, is just once a blue moon XD
Too bad my phone sux, cant take any pics, else I would have took a few of them (food), sigh =\
Then came back home lo, chill in front of the comp till now.. Played a few DotA games, sms-ed PS coz it's his birthday today (15th July) lolz..
My leg still pain, I just hope it'll get better soon. Probably I'll end my entry with this =\
Too bad my phone sux, cant take any pics, else I would have took a few of them (food), sigh =\
Then came back home lo, chill in front of the comp till now.. Played a few DotA games, sms-ed PS coz it's his birthday today (15th July) lolz..
My leg still pain, I just hope it'll get better soon. Probably I'll end my entry with this =\
14/07
July the 14th ! Here I am, on a Saturday afternoon.. My leg still pain today, as usual lo, the pain keeps shifting it's position around the leg, I have no idea what's going on.. But then it's not so painful as the past few days already =p Hopefully everything gonna be alright..
So since my leg is getting at least better by a bit, so I think I gonna go for the lobster meal tonight, with my parents and aunty, as my dinner =D But now Im freaking hungry, coz I couldnt find any food for my lunch at home zzZ Hate this when it happened.
Aiks, ngam ngam got porridge to eat, =) Maybe I'll gonna spend a bit time on the BS then later on, I'll start looking through my assignment XD
So since my leg is getting at least better by a bit, so I think I gonna go for the lobster meal tonight, with my parents and aunty, as my dinner =D But now Im freaking hungry, coz I couldnt find any food for my lunch at home zzZ Hate this when it happened.
Aiks, ngam ngam got porridge to eat, =) Maybe I'll gonna spend a bit time on the BS then later on, I'll start looking through my assignment XD
Friday, July 13, 2007
13/07
Argh, I still feel the pain wei, and it's getting even more painful each time =\ As long as I can still walk and drive, I dont really care much, although I do realized that is almost time I need to go do a full check up on myself.. We'll see how it goes next week..
Rhys called me up and said his aunty just passed away today I supposed.. Really sad to hear that, my deepest condolence to him.. I know how it feels to lose someone you love, and I certainly understands that, except by telling him not to sad and stuff, there's not much left that I can do to comfort him..
Edenz didnt call up for yumcha tonight, so I dont think there will be any yc session tonight with them lo.. The most suffering thing is still my leg, damn painful wei zzZ
Rhys called me up and said his aunty just passed away today I supposed.. Really sad to hear that, my deepest condolence to him.. I know how it feels to lose someone you love, and I certainly understands that, except by telling him not to sad and stuff, there's not much left that I can do to comfort him..
Edenz didnt call up for yumcha tonight, so I dont think there will be any yc session tonight with them lo.. The most suffering thing is still my leg, damn painful wei zzZ
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I'm sick...
Yea I'm sick, as the title showed =\ I dont really know what's happening to my body, but I do feel a constant pain, I can even feel the pain when Im sleeping, sigh >< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">nd check up date is on 21st of June, but now already almost 1 month.. Not that I dont have the time, but I still havent drive pass 5000km ><
Oh ya, been eating paos everyday for the past few days, both dai pao and char siu pao, I think I gonna get pao's phobia soon, lolz.. And I'll get my assignment through email most prollly by tomorrow if Im not mistaken, due to the carelessness of the lecturer =\ I guess I'll be busy doing it through this weekend, but I still looking forward to any future activities/outings that are gonna take place =D
Oh ya, been eating paos everyday for the past few days, both dai pao and char siu pao, I think I gonna get pao's phobia soon, lolz.. And I'll get my assignment through email most prollly by tomorrow if Im not mistaken, due to the carelessness of the lecturer =\ I guess I'll be busy doing it through this weekend, but I still looking forward to any future activities/outings that are gonna take place =D
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
A lil infos about me =p
After browsing Justin's blog and saw some interesting psychology test, so I've decided to try them myself too =D
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
| You Are A Romantic |
 You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! |
| You Are a Realist |
 You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope. |
| You are White Chocolate |
 You are White Chocolate You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent. Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you. You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated! |
| You Have A Type A- Personality |
You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds |
| You Are Pretty Happy |
 You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is! |
| You Are 32% Shy |
 You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace. |
| Your Sensitivity Score: 73% |
 You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not. |
| The Part of You That No One Sees |
 You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere. You're the type of person who goes along to get along. And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat. Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart. You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it. Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you. |
| Your Luck Quotient: 40% |
 You have a low luck quotient. You've had a few lucky experiences, but overall, you feel like a pretty unlucky person. Good luck can come your way, but you have to be more trusting in the world. Have some new experiences. Meet some new people. You never know where luck can be lurking! |
| You Are 27% Open |
 You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world. It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well. But to most people, you are a total mystery. |
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
10/07
How come I always have to blog on the next day about all the things that happened a day before? =_=, strange isnt it? =\
Just had a big pao for lunch today, then headed to MII's class.. Oh boy, I dont mind the traffic goin there, it's just the parking is killing me.. I think I've waited 10 mins in the car to look for a place to park, and lucky I reached there earlier today, but it doesnt really matter anyway, coz the lecturer prolly gonna be late everytime, and I really mean everytime =)
Stucked in the traffic near Eastin Hotel as usual when coming back, and now it's the traffic that's killing me..
Went to paramount Maybank mamak to meet up with Rhys and Kevin there, and also to have my dinner as well, of course =D Then we chit chat til 11pm and we ciao back to our home XD Played a few rounds of DotA and now here I am.. Gonna do some psychology test tomorrow, I mean later today, so till then .....
Just had a big pao for lunch today, then headed to MII's class.. Oh boy, I dont mind the traffic goin there, it's just the parking is killing me.. I think I've waited 10 mins in the car to look for a place to park, and lucky I reached there earlier today, but it doesnt really matter anyway, coz the lecturer prolly gonna be late everytime, and I really mean everytime =)
Stucked in the traffic near Eastin Hotel as usual when coming back, and now it's the traffic that's killing me..
Went to paramount Maybank mamak to meet up with Rhys and Kevin there, and also to have my dinner as well, of course =D Then we chit chat til 11pm and we ciao back to our home XD Played a few rounds of DotA and now here I am.. Gonna do some psychology test tomorrow, I mean later today, so till then .....
09/07
Woke up around noon, chilled out in front of comp til around 3 something, then had my lunch til 4pm.. Later on, changed my cloths and went to the photostat shop at the back of my house to get the notes done, coz I need them so badly tomorrow.. Afterthat, went for a hair cut at Frankie's shop, but then 19 bucks wei !! I look more young and energetic after the cut =p After the hair cut, I went back to the shop to collect back my notes, and it cost me 10 bucks... There goes my 30 bucks ><
Reached home around 5pm, bathed and get ready to go Fai's house. Went to pump my petrol while on the way to his house, another 10 bucks I used... There goes my 40 bucks before I even start watching Die Hard 4.0 , sei mou.. Lucky Fai got those free tickets, else I dont wanna go for the movie already =\ Seriously Die Hard 4.0 rox wei, no joke lolz.. So many action with it, I like action movies =D After the movie, they decided to go Asia Cafe for some food, so I fetched them there.
Then chilling with the comp till now lor.. Tomorrow still need to go for MII's classes, gotta revise back the notes before I go for class =\ Thats all la, I think ..
Started to feel the loneliness that Justin was goin through these few days, and I dont know why, I kind of eMo these few days too.. She did not online in bs for few days already, and she said this week is her exam week.. I hate myself for knowing nuts about her, fuck it..
Reached home around 5pm, bathed and get ready to go Fai's house. Went to pump my petrol while on the way to his house, another 10 bucks I used... There goes my 40 bucks before I even start watching Die Hard 4.0 , sei mou.. Lucky Fai got those free tickets, else I dont wanna go for the movie already =\ Seriously Die Hard 4.0 rox wei, no joke lolz.. So many action with it, I like action movies =D After the movie, they decided to go Asia Cafe for some food, so I fetched them there.
Then chilling with the comp till now lor.. Tomorrow still need to go for MII's classes, gotta revise back the notes before I go for class =\ Thats all la, I think ..
Started to feel the loneliness that Justin was goin through these few days, and I dont know why, I kind of eMo these few days too.. She did not online in bs for few days already, and she said this week is her exam week.. I hate myself for knowing nuts about her, fuck it..
Monday, July 9, 2007
08/07/07
Early in the morning, ffk-ed Starry and Edenz for the dim sum session, I was too tired and lazy to get up , sorry zzZ =\ Then slept til 11 something in the morning, online til the evening, then have my lunch, then chilling in front of the comp, til night time.. Sort of ffk-ed bombie and nonnie too for the dinner, sigh Im sorry again =\
I dont really know what got into me, I just suddenly dont have the mood to go out and be with my friends, is more like going out to purposely entertain them.. I know I shouldnt think this way, but then thats what I really felt these days.. I still dunno how to reject people.. Is it really that hard to say "No"? Seriously I dont mind saying "No", I just dont want people to ask and ask again after I say "No", so that is why I most likely say "yes" although my answer is "No" zzZ
Why love tend to be such a sad thing? It causes one's mood to swing, it causes one's mind and heart to changed, it causes one's mind to think.. What is love? What's the real feeling of love? My history of love, sounds superbly pathetic.. Maybe that's not love I had, but at the same time, it hurts me a lot sometimes.. Nonetheless, it hurts more to my partner..
Do I really love Sheryl now? Seriously I dont know.. I think I do but I not sure.. I feel like there's a part missing in my heart, I need someone to care for me, to love me for who I am, to be my listener when I feel like talking things out, to be there for me when I need her, to hug me when I feel cold, to kiss me when Im lonely... I misses that someone, is this called love? Sigh , I dont know .....
Gonna go watch DieHard 4.0 tomorrow evening with Fai and Sw, looking forward to it =D
I dont really know what got into me, I just suddenly dont have the mood to go out and be with my friends, is more like going out to purposely entertain them.. I know I shouldnt think this way, but then thats what I really felt these days.. I still dunno how to reject people.. Is it really that hard to say "No"? Seriously I dont mind saying "No", I just dont want people to ask and ask again after I say "No", so that is why I most likely say "yes" although my answer is "No" zzZ
Why love tend to be such a sad thing? It causes one's mood to swing, it causes one's mind and heart to changed, it causes one's mind to think.. What is love? What's the real feeling of love? My history of love, sounds superbly pathetic.. Maybe that's not love I had, but at the same time, it hurts me a lot sometimes.. Nonetheless, it hurts more to my partner..
Do I really love Sheryl now? Seriously I dont know.. I think I do but I not sure.. I feel like there's a part missing in my heart, I need someone to care for me, to love me for who I am, to be my listener when I feel like talking things out, to be there for me when I need her, to hug me when I feel cold, to kiss me when Im lonely... I misses that someone, is this called love? Sigh , I dont know .....
Gonna go watch DieHard 4.0 tomorrow evening with Fai and Sw, looking forward to it =D
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Boring day...
7/7/07
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Last night while playing DotA, Edenz smsed me and asked me wanna go dim sum or not in the morning, since mom gave me my allowance already, then I said okay lo.. Played DotA til around 2am, then went to bed.. Woke up at 6.15am, then clean myself up.. Start driving and there goes a sms from Matt, saying that he cant make it coz he doesnt have any car to use at the moment, then I called up Edenz and he said dim sum session cancelled =\ U turn back to home and continue sleeping at 7am ><
Woke up around 11.30am, then chill in front of the comp the whole day, reading people's blogs, surfing forums and friendsters.. Then omg, they didnt cook my share of the dinner, and ended up I went to williams to tapao my indomee butter prawn double again zzZ
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Last night while playing DotA, Edenz smsed me and asked me wanna go dim sum or not in the morning, since mom gave me my allowance already, then I said okay lo.. Played DotA til around 2am, then went to bed.. Woke up at 6.15am, then clean myself up.. Start driving and there goes a sms from Matt, saying that he cant make it coz he doesnt have any car to use at the moment, then I called up Edenz and he said dim sum session cancelled =\ U turn back to home and continue sleeping at 7am ><
Woke up around 11.30am, then chill in front of the comp the whole day, reading people's blogs, surfing forums and friendsters.. Then omg, they didnt cook my share of the dinner, and ended up I went to williams to tapao my indomee butter prawn double again zzZ
Friday, July 6, 2007
Phobia Sux !!!
Never feel as sienness than now before, spent all my money last night, paying the girl's debt, now Im broke, alone at home, nothing better to do.. Dont know still wanna go yc or not tonight, I dont think Im goin, Edenz did not sms me also zzZ For the very first time, I tried to ask her out last night, she told me she got phobia for guys, wtf??!!! Speechless, Im so fucking useless for fucking love her..
Recent Updates..again
Long time did not update already, my last entry was more than a week ago zzZ I'll name a few of those events/functions/programmes/activities that I still remember okay =\
Last Friday
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As usual lo, went Cheras yum cha wif Starry, Edenz, Matt, Hikki and Gambit. This time was a bit special coz I personally think that it might be the last time Gambit is free to hang out with us before he starts his work as an auditor.. Nothing much really happened, just normal yum cha, thats all..
Last Saturday
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Morning, grandma woke me up just to fetch her go breakfast zzZ Later on, after settle all her things, went to Pyramid to buy Transformer's movie tickets that will be show on the next day (Sunday). Those 6 ppls are actually Starry, Edenz, Matt, Hikki, Sheryl and me, but Sheryl cant make it on Sunday's afternoon, then during Saturday night, Hikki told me that his gf wanna watch too, so she took up Sheryl's place >< Really damn depressed wei, I wanna watch with Sheryl but she cant make it =\
Last Sunday
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Woke up around 11 something I think, played 1 DotA game and prepared myself to go catch the movie at Pyramid already =D But then while on the way there, the car park area around Pyramid was so damn full !! You even need to queue up to drive into the parking area zzZ Met up with Starry and Edenz around 2pm for lunch at Waffle World. Later on, Hikki and his gf arrived around 2.30pm, then during that moment, Starry got Matt's sms and found out that He was at Summit ~! Omfg, that was really speechless wei, that time already was bout 15 minutes before the movie starts, coz the movie gonna start at 3pm. Then nvm lo, in the end he reached the cinema around 3.30pm, missed 15 minutes of the movie =\
After the movie, we went to Kenny Rogers coz Hikki and his gf wanna eat stuffs.. Ordered an autumn drinks there, more like some coke + chocolate drinks, not bad though =D After that, we called it a day and went back to our own respective homes =P
Monday
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Went out with Kenny and Dicky to Cineplex The Curve to watch Transformer again at 3pm, Roflmao..
Tuesday
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Went to MII for my 1st class of the night course. Reached there around 5.45pm, then chill around in class to wait for the lecturer to come =\ Class ended at 9.05pm, rushed home to attend the weekly banlist meeting zzZ After that, went to williams to tapao my Indomee butter prawns, yummy ^_^
Wednesday
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During night time, around 930pm, went to ss2 Murni to yum cha Roflmao.. More like a gathering la actually, coz those who went were Loo, Hoe, Fai, Sw, Qy, Kev and me.. But then, the main purpose is to meet K up before his birthday, which is the next day =D Then reached home around 1130pm, and spent the rest of the night in front of comp =\ Lifeless right?
Thursday (today)
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Few minutes after I woke up, Fai called up and say he wanna kill some time ... So I lend him a helping hand by offering him to go have lunch with me. He came to my house then we went to the Restaurant behind my house to have his lunch, then after that, we headed off to MII, to collect my books. Speechless wei, is like a total mess, reached there, queue up, talked with the receptionist, cashier, lady, but in the end, I cant even get a single book at all !! Fucked up, wasted my time and petrol just to go there, but luckily, learned a new road to go back to PJ without paying any tolls.
Fai still lepaking at my house while he waiting for Sw to finish up her pedicare.. We then watched Bleach while I was having my lunch, then found the books for MBP and other subjects. Around 5pm, get prepared and go to MII for my class. After I reached there then only I realized that the book I found is actually an outdated book !! Then borrowed all the notes from a classmate and gonna go photostate them during this weekend =\ After class, went to K's house to celebrate his birthday =D So, I would like to take this chance here and wish K Happy Birthday !! Dai Goh Zai lo, sang sang seng seng lo Lolz ! we bought a Secret Recipe's Chocolate Chesse cake for him, haha... We left his house around 11pm, then here I am now, updating this blog =\
I miss the feeling of love, I wanna love and being loved again .. Seriously Im sad now ... I felt damn depressed lately.. Friends being emo/depressed and I cant even help them out, simply because I myself cant even solve my own probs, how to help out others? =\ I so wanna be with the one I love, but at the same time, I dont even sure who the one I really love, how pathetic I am, fuck myself !!
Last Friday
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As usual lo, went Cheras yum cha wif Starry, Edenz, Matt, Hikki and Gambit. This time was a bit special coz I personally think that it might be the last time Gambit is free to hang out with us before he starts his work as an auditor.. Nothing much really happened, just normal yum cha, thats all..
Last Saturday
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Morning, grandma woke me up just to fetch her go breakfast zzZ Later on, after settle all her things, went to Pyramid to buy Transformer's movie tickets that will be show on the next day (Sunday). Those 6 ppls are actually Starry, Edenz, Matt, Hikki, Sheryl and me, but Sheryl cant make it on Sunday's afternoon, then during Saturday night, Hikki told me that his gf wanna watch too, so she took up Sheryl's place >< Really damn depressed wei, I wanna watch with Sheryl but she cant make it =\
Last Sunday
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Woke up around 11 something I think, played 1 DotA game and prepared myself to go catch the movie at Pyramid already =D But then while on the way there, the car park area around Pyramid was so damn full !! You even need to queue up to drive into the parking area zzZ Met up with Starry and Edenz around 2pm for lunch at Waffle World. Later on, Hikki and his gf arrived around 2.30pm, then during that moment, Starry got Matt's sms and found out that He was at Summit ~! Omfg, that was really speechless wei, that time already was bout 15 minutes before the movie starts, coz the movie gonna start at 3pm. Then nvm lo, in the end he reached the cinema around 3.30pm, missed 15 minutes of the movie =\
After the movie, we went to Kenny Rogers coz Hikki and his gf wanna eat stuffs.. Ordered an autumn drinks there, more like some coke + chocolate drinks, not bad though =D After that, we called it a day and went back to our own respective homes =P
Monday
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Went out with Kenny and Dicky to Cineplex The Curve to watch Transformer again at 3pm, Roflmao..
Tuesday
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Went to MII for my 1st class of the night course. Reached there around 5.45pm, then chill around in class to wait for the lecturer to come =\ Class ended at 9.05pm, rushed home to attend the weekly banlist meeting zzZ After that, went to williams to tapao my Indomee butter prawns, yummy ^_^
Wednesday
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During night time, around 930pm, went to ss2 Murni to yum cha Roflmao.. More like a gathering la actually, coz those who went were Loo, Hoe, Fai, Sw, Qy, Kev and me.. But then, the main purpose is to meet K up before his birthday, which is the next day =D Then reached home around 1130pm, and spent the rest of the night in front of comp =\ Lifeless right?
Thursday (today)
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Few minutes after I woke up, Fai called up and say he wanna kill some time ... So I lend him a helping hand by offering him to go have lunch with me. He came to my house then we went to the Restaurant behind my house to have his lunch, then after that, we headed off to MII, to collect my books. Speechless wei, is like a total mess, reached there, queue up, talked with the receptionist, cashier, lady, but in the end, I cant even get a single book at all !! Fucked up, wasted my time and petrol just to go there, but luckily, learned a new road to go back to PJ without paying any tolls.
Fai still lepaking at my house while he waiting for Sw to finish up her pedicare.. We then watched Bleach while I was having my lunch, then found the books for MBP and other subjects. Around 5pm, get prepared and go to MII for my class. After I reached there then only I realized that the book I found is actually an outdated book !! Then borrowed all the notes from a classmate and gonna go photostate them during this weekend =\ After class, went to K's house to celebrate his birthday =D So, I would like to take this chance here and wish K Happy Birthday !! Dai Goh Zai lo, sang sang seng seng lo Lolz ! we bought a Secret Recipe's Chocolate Chesse cake for him, haha... We left his house around 11pm, then here I am now, updating this blog =\
I miss the feeling of love, I wanna love and being loved again .. Seriously Im sad now ... I felt damn depressed lately.. Friends being emo/depressed and I cant even help them out, simply because I myself cant even solve my own probs, how to help out others? =\ I so wanna be with the one I love, but at the same time, I dont even sure who the one I really love, how pathetic I am, fuck myself !!
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