Phobia Sux !!!

Never feel as sienness than now before, spent all my money last night, paying the girl's debt, now Im broke, alone at home, nothing better to do.. Dont know still wanna go yc or not tonight, I dont think Im goin, Edenz did not sms me also zzZ For the very first time, I tried to ask her out last night, she told me she got phobia for guys, wtf??!!! Speechless, Im so fucking useless for fucking love her..