Monday, October 27, 2008

This is the last week of October and we will then proceed to November. I feel like I have been neglecting this blog lately, which is not entirely true. I'm just being busy, with things that should have not been busy with. Sounds complicating right?

Been doing things that are less important, where there are still a few things which are more important left undone. Looking forward to this weekend, where going out for a movie, a lunch with few friends, BKT breakfast, shopping, K session, and steamboat dinner is waiting.

This blog is dying eh? I can feel it.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

I am so friggin tired to update this blog, I am so exhausted and practically tired to death.

At least I've done 2 out of 4 things that listed in the previous post til now.

It is time now, my bed is summoning me.

Oh ya, before I forget or overshot the dates, all the best and best of luck to those who will be having finals soon, very soon.

May the force be with you, and may the night be with me.

Adios.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

At last, its been approved, and I get to rest, for a few days, straight. Once again, it feels good and refreshing when you get to rest whole day and sleep, and eat, and then sleep, for all you want.

Well, I had great food, great outing, great weekend, good rest, good sleep. But its not really that enjoying if I have to get through all the great and good times with a sick condition. I think its best to consult a doc when I have the time now.

Looking forward to tomorrow chilling session. Too bad I can't go to the beach side to chill during these AL, because I always wanted to lay back on the beach, to feel the warmth of the sunlight, to feel the softness of the sand, to feel the wind when it touches every part of your skin, to hear the sound of the waves. Ah, its already so relaxing, just by imagining it.

But never mind, at least I get to feel the feeling of flying on the ice tomorrow. Its hard to find friends who have the same interest with you, and its even harder to actually plan a outing for it together, but good times do not always drop by often.

To do list:
  1. Consult doc
  2. Pay bills
  3. Go back to institute to do some documentations
  4. ... Oh yeah, tags man. Need to do tags
So far that's all for now. Weeee, happy AL !

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I need rest. I need sleep. Please please please approve my annual leaves. I am so friggin tired of hanging on.

Its been a month's time and I am still sick. Why the hell I have to sick for 4 weeks time so long?

I think its that time again, to do something that I will enjoy in doing. I look forward to the day.

Freaking tired

Sunday, October 5, 2008

First and foremost, Happy Birthday to Justin and Kennie. And yeah, as already blogged by Joe and CK, went to Chillis for lunch *Thanks Jus for the lunch!* , followed up with pool session, movie, and also dinner as well. Was planned to go back to office to finish some work, but was canceled at the very last minute. Nonetheless, I already stress like hell, as predicted yesterday, but I did not regret for making such decision. This is because good times don't always come by, and when it comes, you'll just have to treasure it. =) And now I understand why did things happened that way, else I would have missed out all the pool session, movie and also the dinner with them.

Its been a while since we all last went out or hang out together, as such a group. Or perhaps I should say it's been a while since I last join their huge group of friends for any outing activities. It feels nice once again, for having to go out with such a huge group, and from morning to midnight. At least it got my mind off from daily stress and worries, thanks guys, thanks Jus.

7th of October is coming, and nothing obvious has been done yet. I thought of giving it a try by talk things out, hoping there will be a change, or perhaps a slight change, but to only find myself getting nearer to disappointment again. Although I have to admit that one of my friend is semi right, he said, "Don't think what the company can give you, ask yourself what you can give the company." Yeah, with such an under-performance result right now, I shouldn't ask for more things, but in order to get back in track, like what I used to be, I have to at least have the most basic equipments to help out, which I have asked but still waiting.

On the other hand, yeah, I admit that I'm not really that such a scorer like other agents. Other agents are able to perform, able to do so many transactions per day, but I failed to do so. I know what and where went wrong, I just have to concentrate and work little harder on it. The workload is seriously driving me up the wall, and I should just see it as a test, a challenge. I don't know how much longer I can hang on as I already struggling as of now, few more weeks? few more months? Pray and hope for a better tomorrow.

Once again, thank you so much guys, for yesterday.
 

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