This is the last week of October and we will then proceed to November. I feel like I have been neglecting this blog lately, which is not entirely true. I'm just being busy, with things that should have not been busy with. Sounds complicating right?
Been doing things that are less important, where there are still a few things which are more important left undone. Looking forward to this weekend, where going out for a movie, a lunch with few friends, BKT breakfast, shopping, K session, and steamboat dinner is waiting.
This blog is dying eh? I can feel it.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I am so friggin tired to update this blog, I am so exhausted and practically tired to death.
At least I've done 2 out of 4 things that listed in the previous post til now.
It is time now, my bed is summoning me.
Oh ya, before I forget or overshot the dates, all the best and best of luck to those who will be having finals soon, very soon.
May the force be with you, and may the night be with me.
Adios.
At least I've done 2 out of 4 things that listed in the previous post til now.
It is time now, my bed is summoning me.
Oh ya, before I forget or overshot the dates, all the best and best of luck to those who will be having finals soon, very soon.
May the force be with you, and may the night be with me.
Adios.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
At last, its been approved, and I get to rest, for a few days, straight. Once again, it feels good and refreshing when you get to rest whole day and sleep, and eat, and then sleep, for all you want.
Well, I had great food, great outing, great weekend, good rest, good sleep. But its not really that enjoying if I have to get through all the great and good times with a sick condition. I think its best to consult a doc when I have the time now.
Looking forward to tomorrow chilling session. Too bad I can't go to the beach side to chill during these AL, because I always wanted to lay back on the beach, to feel the warmth of the sunlight, to feel the softness of the sand, to feel the wind when it touches every part of your skin, to hear the sound of the waves. Ah, its already so relaxing, just by imagining it.
But never mind, at least I get to feel the feeling of flying on the ice tomorrow. Its hard to find friends who have the same interest with you, and its even harder to actually plan a outing for it together, but good times do not always drop by often.
To do list:
Well, I had great food, great outing, great weekend, good rest, good sleep. But its not really that enjoying if I have to get through all the great and good times with a sick condition. I think its best to consult a doc when I have the time now.
Looking forward to tomorrow chilling session. Too bad I can't go to the beach side to chill during these AL, because I always wanted to lay back on the beach, to feel the warmth of the sunlight, to feel the softness of the sand, to feel the wind when it touches every part of your skin, to hear the sound of the waves. Ah, its already so relaxing, just by imagining it.
But never mind, at least I get to feel the feeling of flying on the ice tomorrow. Its hard to find friends who have the same interest with you, and its even harder to actually plan a outing for it together, but good times do not always drop by often.
To do list:
- Consult doc
- Pay bills
- Go back to institute to do some documentations
- ... Oh yeah, tags man. Need to do tags
Thursday, October 9, 2008
I need rest. I need sleep. Please please please approve my annual leaves. I am so friggin tired of hanging on.
Its been a month's time and I am still sick. Why the hell I have to sick for 4 weeks time so long?
I think its that time again, to do something that I will enjoy in doing. I look forward to the day.
Freaking tired
Its been a month's time and I am still sick. Why the hell I have to sick for 4 weeks time so long?
I think its that time again, to do something that I will enjoy in doing. I look forward to the day.
Freaking tired
Sunday, October 5, 2008
First and foremost, Happy Birthday to Justin and Kennie. And yeah, as already blogged by Joe and CK, went to Chillis for lunch *Thanks Jus for the lunch!* , followed up with pool session, movie, and also dinner as well. Was planned to go back to office to finish some work, but was canceled at the very last minute. Nonetheless, I already stress like hell, as predicted yesterday, but I did not regret for making such decision. This is because good times don't always come by, and when it comes, you'll just have to treasure it. =) And now I understand why did things happened that way, else I would have missed out all the pool session, movie and also the dinner with them.
Its been a while since we all last went out or hang out together, as such a group. Or perhaps I should say it's been a while since I last join their huge group of friends for any outing activities. It feels nice once again, for having to go out with such a huge group, and from morning to midnight. At least it got my mind off from daily stress and worries, thanks guys, thanks Jus.
7th of October is coming, and nothing obvious has been done yet. I thought of giving it a try by talk things out, hoping there will be a change, or perhaps a slight change, but to only find myself getting nearer to disappointment again. Although I have to admit that one of my friend is semi right, he said, "Don't think what the company can give you, ask yourself what you can give the company." Yeah, with such an under-performance result right now, I shouldn't ask for more things, but in order to get back in track, like what I used to be, I have to at least have the most basic equipments to help out, which I have asked but still waiting.
On the other hand, yeah, I admit that I'm not really that such a scorer like other agents. Other agents are able to perform, able to do so many transactions per day, but I failed to do so. I know what and where went wrong, I just have to concentrate and work little harder on it. The workload is seriously driving me up the wall, and I should just see it as a test, a challenge. I don't know how much longer I can hang on as I already struggling as of now, few more weeks? few more months? Pray and hope for a better tomorrow.
Once again, thank you so much guys, for yesterday.
Its been a while since we all last went out or hang out together, as such a group. Or perhaps I should say it's been a while since I last join their huge group of friends for any outing activities. It feels nice once again, for having to go out with such a huge group, and from morning to midnight. At least it got my mind off from daily stress and worries, thanks guys, thanks Jus.
7th of October is coming, and nothing obvious has been done yet. I thought of giving it a try by talk things out, hoping there will be a change, or perhaps a slight change, but to only find myself getting nearer to disappointment again. Although I have to admit that one of my friend is semi right, he said, "Don't think what the company can give you, ask yourself what you can give the company." Yeah, with such an under-performance result right now, I shouldn't ask for more things, but in order to get back in track, like what I used to be, I have to at least have the most basic equipments to help out, which I have asked but still waiting.
On the other hand, yeah, I admit that I'm not really that such a scorer like other agents. Other agents are able to perform, able to do so many transactions per day, but I failed to do so. I know what and where went wrong, I just have to concentrate and work little harder on it. The workload is seriously driving me up the wall, and I should just see it as a test, a challenge. I don't know how much longer I can hang on as I already struggling as of now, few more weeks? few more months? Pray and hope for a better tomorrow.
Once again, thank you so much guys, for yesterday.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Yeah, it is been a long time since my last entry, been busy lately. So I thought of writing an entry before September ends, and it is not nice for the month to end without an official update. Most of the people are most likely having their holiday breaks from colleges, studies, and work. But sadly, I have none at all until the 13th, then only I will be able to take a few days off to rest.
Been having friggin heavy workloads these few days, and it is gonna get heavier each day. I can foresee that I gonna have a stressful week ahead. Went to for a dinner with Ho and Vin Son the other night, along with a few my colleagues as well. Thanks for the night Ho, and I'm glad you took the effort to make it a night.
Its amazing how your friends that only know you for two months are able to see through one's weaknesses and thoughts. Like I have said before, one does not need years or months to understand someone ehh? Its even more amazing when your friends that only know you for two months are able to make you change 360 degrees from bad to good ehh?
It is so tiring for one to please everyone around him, but only to found out that he has pleased everyone, but himself. I seriously know and understand that now Jus =) Some just keep on taking and never once give, and some just keep on giving and never once take. Only a few willing to give and take. But then again, pure giving is somehow better than pure taking right?
3 months and I'll change to a better-self of mine, both mentally and physically, I hope. I believe so. I still owe Jus a tag and I still owe Zhi Wei a tag. I'll do them soon.
Been having friggin heavy workloads these few days, and it is gonna get heavier each day. I can foresee that I gonna have a stressful week ahead. Went to for a dinner with Ho and Vin Son the other night, along with a few my colleagues as well. Thanks for the night Ho, and I'm glad you took the effort to make it a night.
Its amazing how your friends that only know you for two months are able to see through one's weaknesses and thoughts. Like I have said before, one does not need years or months to understand someone ehh? Its even more amazing when your friends that only know you for two months are able to make you change 360 degrees from bad to good ehh?
It is so tiring for one to please everyone around him, but only to found out that he has pleased everyone, but himself. I seriously know and understand that now Jus =) Some just keep on taking and never once give, and some just keep on giving and never once take. Only a few willing to give and take. But then again, pure giving is somehow better than pure taking right?
3 months and I'll change to a better-self of mine, both mentally and physically, I hope. I believe so. I still owe Jus a tag and I still owe Zhi Wei a tag. I'll do them soon.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Its been a while since I last update my blog. Been rather busy lately. Went for a gathering with a group of friends during the weekend where you last met were few years ago. The venue was Genting, but I was told to meet up my bro at his house before we go up together. I have always wanted to see his son, but I did not have such a chance and time during the past, but I am glad that I saw him that day, he's now 2 years old, few months more to 3. His name is Ken, at least I call him that, hehe. He looks more like his mother than his father, but he sure has his father's naughtyness, rofl. Below is his picture attached, such a cute little kid. =)
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We were then head up to Genting as planned, but ended up to spend a night at the room when we have 8 of ourselves in total. Time flies when you are having great times with a group of friends. We did not play all the outdoor theme park thingy at all, we just done some climbing, pooling, betting, and of course, walking, seeing, and eating. Nonetheless, we enjoyed and had a great time together. Thank you guys, for planning this gathering, and making it up. =)
I lost the mood to work, and I really need to search for it again. Been slacking lately, eventhough I been in office the whole day. I should not continue to be like this anymore if I wish to still working with the same company. And I was just told to clear off all my leaves before 30th of Nov, and I have 16 days yet to clear. I hope this will be changed in the near future, as I personally don't see the point of making such decision. And yet again, where can I go from here?
I have been knocked in the head again lately, to remind myself that we should not take things for granted at all, anything and everything, else the consiquences will not turn out to be flavourably well to bare. Seriously bro, you may think I do not really understand how you feel or comprehend and relate all the things that you are going through, but I just want you to always remember, and as I always say, have a little faith in yourself, in her and in it.
Hope life will get better every tomorrow.
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We were then head up to Genting as planned, but ended up to spend a night at the room when we have 8 of ourselves in total. Time flies when you are having great times with a group of friends. We did not play all the outdoor theme park thingy at all, we just done some climbing, pooling, betting, and of course, walking, seeing, and eating. Nonetheless, we enjoyed and had a great time together. Thank you guys, for planning this gathering, and making it up. =)
I lost the mood to work, and I really need to search for it again. Been slacking lately, eventhough I been in office the whole day. I should not continue to be like this anymore if I wish to still working with the same company. And I was just told to clear off all my leaves before 30th of Nov, and I have 16 days yet to clear. I hope this will be changed in the near future, as I personally don't see the point of making such decision. And yet again, where can I go from here?
I have been knocked in the head again lately, to remind myself that we should not take things for granted at all, anything and everything, else the consiquences will not turn out to be flavourably well to bare. Seriously bro, you may think I do not really understand how you feel or comprehend and relate all the things that you are going through, but I just want you to always remember, and as I always say, have a little faith in yourself, in her and in it.
Hope life will get better every tomorrow.
Monday, September 8, 2008
There's always a period of time, where you have stopped moving forward, and wonder which direction you should continue walking in the road of life. Well, the time has come for me. Things aren't going on really that well at the moment, and it has come to a point where I start scanning through all my thoughts again. I don't believe in coincidence, as everything happens for a reason. If I leave, where should I head to? I'm not just "any other" adult, almost everyone knows why. And insurance isn't the subject that I choose for myself at the first place either, sometimes humans just have to learn things the hard way. I always respect those who know what they really want in life. To me, they are the extraordinary, they are more than just normal.
That is why I respect Zhi Wei. Its because he knows what he really wants in life, and he's fighting hard for it. Some might think that he's stupid, because they don't think that he will make it, based on his current skill level. Some are thinking that he's wasting his youth, time and money on a dream that they don't think he'll achieve. Most of his friends have a mindset where they think that education is more important than their dreams, but I find this is very wrong. Just because you tend to follow the tradition doesn't mean what others are doing is wrong. At least he's fighting for his dream at his early years of life, rather than only getting started fighting for it around the mid of 20's. As a friend, if you have done your part by telling him the bigger picture of both sides, and he chose to fight for his dream in the end, then by all means you guys should encourage him. Moreover, no one can predicts the future.
Back to scanning my thoughts in my own world, alone.
That is why I respect Zhi Wei. Its because he knows what he really wants in life, and he's fighting hard for it. Some might think that he's stupid, because they don't think that he will make it, based on his current skill level. Some are thinking that he's wasting his youth, time and money on a dream that they don't think he'll achieve. Most of his friends have a mindset where they think that education is more important than their dreams, but I find this is very wrong. Just because you tend to follow the tradition doesn't mean what others are doing is wrong. At least he's fighting for his dream at his early years of life, rather than only getting started fighting for it around the mid of 20's. As a friend, if you have done your part by telling him the bigger picture of both sides, and he chose to fight for his dream in the end, then by all means you guys should encourage him. Moreover, no one can predicts the future.
Back to scanning my thoughts in my own world, alone.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Just to name a few, refer below.
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Apathy - If we don't take care of the customers, maybe they'll stop bugging us.
Bitterness - Never be afraid to share your dreams with the world, because there's nothing the world loves more than the taste of really sweet dreams.
Blame - The secret of success is knowing who to blame for your failures.
Consistency - It's only a virtue if you're not a screwup.
Customer disservice - Because we're not satisfied until you're not satisfied.
Despair - It's always darkest just before it goes pitch black.
Do it Later - The early worm is only for the birds.
Dreams - Dreams are like rainbows. Only idiots chase them.
Failure - When your best just isn't good enough.
Idiocy - Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups.
Laziness - Success is a journey, not a destination. So stop running.
Procrastination - Hard work often pays off after time, but laziness always pays off now.
Stupidity - Quitters never win,winners never quit, but those who never win AND never quit are idiots.
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Roflmao !
Credits/Source : http://www.despair.com/viewall.html =)
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Apathy - If we don't take care of the customers, maybe they'll stop bugging us.
Bitterness - Never be afraid to share your dreams with the world, because there's nothing the world loves more than the taste of really sweet dreams.
Blame - The secret of success is knowing who to blame for your failures.
Consistency - It's only a virtue if you're not a screwup.
Customer disservice - Because we're not satisfied until you're not satisfied.
Despair - It's always darkest just before it goes pitch black.
Do it Later - The early worm is only for the birds.
Dreams - Dreams are like rainbows. Only idiots chase them.
Failure - When your best just isn't good enough.
Idiocy - Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups.
Laziness - Success is a journey, not a destination. So stop running.
Procrastination - Hard work often pays off after time, but laziness always pays off now.
Stupidity - Quitters never win,winners never quit, but those who never win AND never quit are idiots.
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Roflmao !
Credits/Source : http://www.despair.com/viewall.html =)
Monday, September 1, 2008
Thank you my buddiez, all my friends, and also everyone. Thanks guys for the all the birthday wishes and all the presents. Thanks a bunch for attending all the dinner and activities and stuffs, I really appreciate it a lot. And I'm sorry JunLin, I couldn't attend your party as I have a dinner on that same night as well.
28/08/2008
Went to Times Square with a group of colleagues after work to chill for the night. The traffic was still okay that night, and we arrived there around 8.30 I supposed. Had our dinner at Dome, and I have to say that the food there was quite good *not to mention that bouncy tiramisu cake ! Thanks a bunch guys !* although it costs a little. After much thoughts, we decided to go for a round of bowling before we call it a night. And of course, that two games of bowling are awesome !
29/08/2008
Its a Friday, and thanks to certain someone, he "made" my whole afternoon so "completely perfect", "thanks"! Rushed back to Sunway Pyramid for a dinner gathering after work with the group of teens. I am very very sorry for being late for an hour that night, unexpected traffic jam occurred, once again I am very sorry guys =) Had our dinner at Sushi Zanmai. The food was awesome, and its not really that expensive, at least it is cheaper than I expected. We then head to KL for a round of Sisha and a glass of beer before we called it a night.
31/08/2008
Its a Sunday ! Went to Chandelier for a dinner gathering with my Buddiez. The food was not bad, at least the salmon temayaki is nice enough for me. But the drinks were, were being conned. A special thank you dedicated to my beloved Ying, for her effort of making a cake especially for me. I love the cake, seriously. =) The whole group of us decided to go for a 'sing k' session since its been a while we went for 'sing k' session as one whole group. We headed to Neway 1U after our dinner, and we spent the rest of the night there.
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I apologize as there are no pictures / photos taken during all the dinner/bowling/K session, at least those photos are not with me right now.
28/08/2008
Went to Times Square with a group of colleagues after work to chill for the night. The traffic was still okay that night, and we arrived there around 8.30 I supposed. Had our dinner at Dome, and I have to say that the food there was quite good *not to mention that bouncy tiramisu cake ! Thanks a bunch guys !* although it costs a little. After much thoughts, we decided to go for a round of bowling before we call it a night. And of course, that two games of bowling are awesome !
29/08/2008
Its a Friday, and thanks to certain someone, he "made" my whole afternoon so "completely perfect", "thanks"! Rushed back to Sunway Pyramid for a dinner gathering after work with the group of teens. I am very very sorry for being late for an hour that night, unexpected traffic jam occurred, once again I am very sorry guys =) Had our dinner at Sushi Zanmai. The food was awesome, and its not really that expensive, at least it is cheaper than I expected. We then head to KL for a round of Sisha and a glass of beer before we called it a night.
31/08/2008
Its a Sunday ! Went to Chandelier for a dinner gathering with my Buddiez. The food was not bad, at least the salmon temayaki is nice enough for me. But the drinks were, were being conned. A special thank you dedicated to my beloved Ying, for her effort of making a cake especially for me. I love the cake, seriously. =) The whole group of us decided to go for a 'sing k' session since its been a while we went for 'sing k' session as one whole group. We headed to Neway 1U after our dinner, and we spent the rest of the night there.
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I apologize as there are no pictures / photos taken during all the dinner/bowling/K session, at least those photos are not with me right now.
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