Omg, it's been a few days since my last update. My last update was last Friday, so I'll continue from there. Didnt do much that day, except I've stayed home til 9.45 then only started to fetch Edenz and when cheras for yum cha, due to the interview session that night. That interview session was the 1st session among all 3. Gambit called up and he said he was around my area that moment, so he'll come by my house to attend interview as well, then of course I'd say okay lol. He reached my house and end up started the whole thing at 7.15 rofl.. Then when everything is over, it's already 9.45pm. Quickly went USJ to fetch Edenz then fly to cheras after that. Reach Cheras around 10.10pm, and Matt called up before I reach, asking where am I lol. Starry arrived at the yc place at 10.40, around there la.. Then we chat and eat and drink, as usual la, and I reached home around 12.30am or 12.40am, forgotten. Then msn and DotA a bit, then went to sleep already.
23/06/07 (Saturday)
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Woke up by Gambit's call, did not sleep really well due to his phone call ! No la, just joking =p. He called up and asked for a breakfast lol swtness ! He came to fetch me after I got ready and we went to the stall behind my house. After that, went back home and online while waiting for him to go back to DotA also. Then DotA a few rounds and start preparing myself for the Klang trip already =p Reached Kenny's place around 3.35pm and omg!! He thought that I will be late, thats why he purposely asked me to reach there at 3.30pm !! I cant believe it, sigh, now I knew Im a person who will always gonna being late in his heart, haiz >< .. Anyway, waited for around 15 mins for Allister to reach, then we jumped on my car and we headed off to Klang !! Reached Klang and met up with Hendry and Elena around 4.25pm lol, then Hendry took us to a place to eat some light stuff ! XD
We ate a plate a chee cheong fun and had a cup of longan water each LoL .. Then we chat and laugh and chat, all of them were making fun of me >< But then seriously, some of their jokes were quite funny as well RofLmao ~~ After that we went back to Hendry's house and we had our dinner at a restaurant near his house. We wanted to try out the Bak Kut Teh wan, but then the shop did not open OMG !! I was like "wtf, I've come here from so far and the shop did not open??!!!" So does Kenny LoL I bet he thought the same thing too haha =D .. Then we started eating at 6.30pm. Then I quickly fetch them back to Ridzuan and I headed home to catch up with my interviews T_T Nothing much special happened after that. As usual , DotA then sleep lol~
24/06/07 (Sunday)
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Woke up around 12 something, then online lo, like what I've been doing all these while =\ Whole day at home, no activities to attend to, no places to go, and most importantly, nothing better to do Lolz !! Done my final interview session from 3.00 to 5.30pm, and played a few DotA before dinner. Then at night DotA again also.
And Oh ya today (25/06/07, Monday) Kenny called up for a lunch also, I mean brunch *I think*. He wanted to go eat the chee cheong fun beside williams, but then he said the stall will only open after 2pm, and he reached my place like, 12.30pm lolz. Then I took them to go eat the chicken rice, and they sent me home after eating, coz it was raining that time =p Suddenly have this Chicken Phobia feeling after I got home, coz I've keep on been seeing chicken in every meal I have these few days, Omfg !! Then online and DotA and dinner and DotA and here I am, nothing better to do, so that is why I updating my blog !! Oh ya, and again~ Dad told me to fetch grandma for breakfast again tomorrow, and I think I'll sleep earlier a bit tonight. Tonight's rather a bit bored, coz Gambit's graphic card GG-fied RofLmao, cant DotA =\ So yeah, I think thats all...
Monday, June 25, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Erm , busy and meaningful ? Hopefully but doubt so
It's been a few days time since I last update, been rather busy lately, handling BS stuffs and also the insurance course of coz. Where should I start?
Oh yeah, back to the day where we went ice skating at pyramid. As I've said in my earlier post, I went to pump petrol then only went to fetch Sheryl. After that, headed to BU to fetch Shannon, and we finally arrived at pyramid at 1pm I think.. We went McD to have our light lunch. They both ordered a McFlurry and I ordered a medium fliet o' fish set. After that, we started to skate at around 2pm XD
Yeah I'm so excited when comes to skating, not because I pro at it but somehow it helps me to destress, and relax. Roughly around 30 minutes later, bombie came and joined us in the ice ring. Sheryl did not fall this time, how happy I am XD But then out of no where and I dont even really know what happened, Shannon being hit by a guy's elbow on her cheek. It must be a hell of pain that time, she cried for like 30 secs? T_T We skate for like a few hours, til around 5pm I supposed, then Sheryl said she needs to get goin for her dinner that night. So her mom came to fetch her, and just right after she left, I just realized that I havent pay her back for the ice ring's admission, Sigh, damn myself. We then skate til around 6 I think and we left the ice ring and went for a walk around the pyramid before we go for our williams dinner.
Met up kajun at williams, had our dinner there. Surprisingly, I met kuok xian also that night, I think he was having his father's day dinner there, oh nvm lol.. Ordered a mozarella (if that's how you spelled it) cheese tomato nun, and a cup of peach blended. After our dinner, we went to netmaster, a cc where it's near KDU there. Played a few BS dota games together then we called it a night. Reached home around 12 midnight, took a bath and I was so tired, it's like more than 24 hours you did not rest your mind and eyes -__-""
Went online after I bathe, chat with Gambit and NeOn for a while at Dragonidas, then Gambit said he feel like eating fukkin mee. He asked NeOn along during that moment, and although I was so damn tired and sleepy, but I was like.. why not go eat with them right? although is a bit far and tired, but I get to eat stuffs too, so worth it right? Thats what I thought la during that moment. So I went down to cheras at 130 midnight, reached cheras at 2am sharp, then called up Gambit. But sadly Justin fall alseep when he's pretending sleeping, wth?!! When Gambit told me, I was like wtf??!!! Oh nvm, screw that night lol Reached home, again, around 3am, then spent 2 hours to clear up some backlogs, then went to bed at 5am, lucky Im able to fall asleep. Cis!
Woke up around 2pm in the afternoon the next day (sunday), then cleaned myself up and prepare myself for a movie called Fantastic 4 : The Rise of The Silver Surfer with Bombie and Shannon. The movie starts at 3.30pm, reach pyramid around 3.15pm lol =p The movie was so fantastic !! Seriously I like their powers and the way they used them, is so awesome and cool. The movie aint that long, is just about 1 hour and 45 minutes, but I definitely feel like watching it for the second time. XD Then went back home after the movie to catch my father's day dinner. We went back to the so called "King of crabs" Restaurant just behind our house. Enjoyed the dinner, thanks dad XD After that went back home and online til late night, as usual.
Monday (18.06.07)
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Didnt do much that day, just surfing the net, played few games, listening to songs etc etc I was about to update the blog for that day but somehow my hands are tight with the current recruitment drive. There's so many things to prepare and yet so little time for me to prepare them. Somemore with the fuckup condition of the comp, my mood seems to be just disappeared in the thin air.
Tuesday (19.06.07)
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For the first time in banlist team's history, I've been playing games while on the other hand, I've been organizing the weekly meeting. Omfg, is like I have to alt tab every few seconds, then Justin was quite emo with it coz he been keep dying to bh with his rhasta >< My bro went to MII and took back some application forms for my study course. It seems that I will be studying starting from the beginning of June. Every Monday to Thursday, 6pm - 9pm. So far I've just taken 2 compulsary subjects, and both of the exam day falls on 28th of August, whats new huh ? LoL Thats what I told Gambit, I most likely wont be attending anymore weekly meetings starting from July. He's gonna be busy too =D
Wednesday (20.06.07)
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Finally I've found out the sub cause (thats what I think lol) of the auto restartness, thanks to Kajun. He had a chat with me during the evening, then he said go check the memory ram thingy. Then I restarted my comp, checked the ram then go PC health status, and found out that my CPU temp that time was 73 celcious. I asked Kenny, he said that was effking high, and I was like wtf??!!! Then I off my comp and I vacuum it, after that I on it back again to check the temp. This time was 41 celcious, then I asked kenny , he said take off the cover. I went for a test by playing a DotA game to see will I dc or not, but itdidnt =D I restarted the comp to check the temp again and it was 61 celcious that time, still high zzZ After that, I took off the cover, til now.. Seriously I think I gonna need a table fan. That was the whole evening.
When it comes to night time, been effking busy with the written test final marks, settle everything at around 11.45pm I think, then went to chit chat and played a game of DotA. Then my dad, omfg, he came to my room around 3.30 midnight and he asked me to fetch my grand tomorrow around 9am for breakfast! I was like Omfg ! Now only you inform me??!!! I have to say yes, T_T After that, I couldnt fall asleep somemore.. >< Then woke up at 8.40am this morning and fetch her around as planned. Reached home at 10.30am and watched astro til 11.30am, then went online til now. Changed the interview schedule and been chatting, also updating this blog now. I think thats all at the moment, see ya til my next post XD
Oh yeah, back to the day where we went ice skating at pyramid. As I've said in my earlier post, I went to pump petrol then only went to fetch Sheryl. After that, headed to BU to fetch Shannon, and we finally arrived at pyramid at 1pm I think.. We went McD to have our light lunch. They both ordered a McFlurry and I ordered a medium fliet o' fish set. After that, we started to skate at around 2pm XD
Yeah I'm so excited when comes to skating, not because I pro at it but somehow it helps me to destress, and relax. Roughly around 30 minutes later, bombie came and joined us in the ice ring. Sheryl did not fall this time, how happy I am XD But then out of no where and I dont even really know what happened, Shannon being hit by a guy's elbow on her cheek. It must be a hell of pain that time, she cried for like 30 secs? T_T We skate for like a few hours, til around 5pm I supposed, then Sheryl said she needs to get goin for her dinner that night. So her mom came to fetch her, and just right after she left, I just realized that I havent pay her back for the ice ring's admission, Sigh, damn myself. We then skate til around 6 I think and we left the ice ring and went for a walk around the pyramid before we go for our williams dinner.
Met up kajun at williams, had our dinner there. Surprisingly, I met kuok xian also that night, I think he was having his father's day dinner there, oh nvm lol.. Ordered a mozarella (if that's how you spelled it) cheese tomato nun, and a cup of peach blended. After our dinner, we went to netmaster, a cc where it's near KDU there. Played a few BS dota games together then we called it a night. Reached home around 12 midnight, took a bath and I was so tired, it's like more than 24 hours you did not rest your mind and eyes -__-""
Went online after I bathe, chat with Gambit and NeOn for a while at Dragonidas, then Gambit said he feel like eating fukkin mee. He asked NeOn along during that moment, and although I was so damn tired and sleepy, but I was like.. why not go eat with them right? although is a bit far and tired, but I get to eat stuffs too, so worth it right? Thats what I thought la during that moment. So I went down to cheras at 130 midnight, reached cheras at 2am sharp, then called up Gambit. But sadly Justin fall alseep when he's pretending sleeping, wth?!! When Gambit told me, I was like wtf??!!! Oh nvm, screw that night lol Reached home, again, around 3am, then spent 2 hours to clear up some backlogs, then went to bed at 5am, lucky Im able to fall asleep. Cis!
Woke up around 2pm in the afternoon the next day (sunday), then cleaned myself up and prepare myself for a movie called Fantastic 4 : The Rise of The Silver Surfer with Bombie and Shannon. The movie starts at 3.30pm, reach pyramid around 3.15pm lol =p The movie was so fantastic !! Seriously I like their powers and the way they used them, is so awesome and cool. The movie aint that long, is just about 1 hour and 45 minutes, but I definitely feel like watching it for the second time. XD Then went back home after the movie to catch my father's day dinner. We went back to the so called "King of crabs" Restaurant just behind our house. Enjoyed the dinner, thanks dad XD After that went back home and online til late night, as usual.
Monday (18.06.07)
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Didnt do much that day, just surfing the net, played few games, listening to songs etc etc I was about to update the blog for that day but somehow my hands are tight with the current recruitment drive. There's so many things to prepare and yet so little time for me to prepare them. Somemore with the fuckup condition of the comp, my mood seems to be just disappeared in the thin air.
Tuesday (19.06.07)
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For the first time in banlist team's history, I've been playing games while on the other hand, I've been organizing the weekly meeting. Omfg, is like I have to alt tab every few seconds, then Justin was quite emo with it coz he been keep dying to bh with his rhasta >< My bro went to MII and took back some application forms for my study course. It seems that I will be studying starting from the beginning of June. Every Monday to Thursday, 6pm - 9pm. So far I've just taken 2 compulsary subjects, and both of the exam day falls on 28th of August, whats new huh ? LoL Thats what I told Gambit, I most likely wont be attending anymore weekly meetings starting from July. He's gonna be busy too =D
Wednesday (20.06.07)
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Finally I've found out the sub cause (thats what I think lol) of the auto restartness, thanks to Kajun. He had a chat with me during the evening, then he said go check the memory ram thingy. Then I restarted my comp, checked the ram then go PC health status, and found out that my CPU temp that time was 73 celcious. I asked Kenny, he said that was effking high, and I was like wtf??!!! Then I off my comp and I vacuum it, after that I on it back again to check the temp. This time was 41 celcious, then I asked kenny , he said take off the cover. I went for a test by playing a DotA game to see will I dc or not, but itdidnt =D I restarted the comp to check the temp again and it was 61 celcious that time, still high zzZ After that, I took off the cover, til now.. Seriously I think I gonna need a table fan. That was the whole evening.
When it comes to night time, been effking busy with the written test final marks, settle everything at around 11.45pm I think, then went to chit chat and played a game of DotA. Then my dad, omfg, he came to my room around 3.30 midnight and he asked me to fetch my grand tomorrow around 9am for breakfast! I was like Omfg ! Now only you inform me??!!! I have to say yes, T_T After that, I couldnt fall asleep somemore.. >< Then woke up at 8.40am this morning and fetch her around as planned. Reached home at 10.30am and watched astro til 11.30am, then went online til now. Changed the interview schedule and been chatting, also updating this blog now. I think thats all at the moment, see ya til my next post XD
Saturday, June 16, 2007
A bored but yet a tired day
Not much to update today.. As said, went breakfast in the morning, then head off to OUG after that. Reach home at 12pm. Then online a while, played a dota game. After that went for a short nap til 7pm, I was damn tired and sleepy, then had my dinner at home.
Here starts the night live. As usual , coz it's a friday night, so I went to cheras for the yum cha session. Gambit brought us to a new place, lucky the road is still quite easy to remember -_-" We planned to change our yc session there from now on, but like Matt said, the place is quite hot there, as in not much fan. Oh well..
Reach home at 12.45am, then played a dota game, but this time I disconnected instead of my comp auto restarted.. Seriously Im fuckin irritated and at the same time, Im speechless .. ZZZ Gonna go for a ice skate with Shannon and Sheryl tomorrow noon. Before that, I'll borrow some money from dad first, and then I'll go pump up my petrol before I go fetch Sheryl. I guess thats all for today -_-" And oh ya, Gambit got his job, felt happy for him XD Blerk
Here starts the night live. As usual , coz it's a friday night, so I went to cheras for the yum cha session. Gambit brought us to a new place, lucky the road is still quite easy to remember -_-" We planned to change our yc session there from now on, but like Matt said, the place is quite hot there, as in not much fan. Oh well..
Reach home at 12.45am, then played a dota game, but this time I disconnected instead of my comp auto restarted.. Seriously Im fuckin irritated and at the same time, Im speechless .. ZZZ Gonna go for a ice skate with Shannon and Sheryl tomorrow noon. Before that, I'll borrow some money from dad first, and then I'll go pump up my petrol before I go fetch Sheryl. I guess thats all for today -_-" And oh ya, Gambit got his job, felt happy for him XD Blerk
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Recent updates and infos
Ya , I'm back at last.. It's been a while since my last entry, almost a month time to be precise.. Have lots to update as well, so this entry might be a long one XD
So, where should I start? Hmm, I'll start with our previous buddiez mass outing - Jogoya, Starhill. Yeah, you did not see wrongly, I did mentioned about Starhill. But before that, went to cheras for a morning dim sum that morning with Starry, Edenz, Gambit and Matt, coz as usual, it is a saturday morning XD Wanted to meet up Neon aka Justin, but he couldnt make it as well, maybe coz I organized it at the very last minute, through sms somemore, zzz my bad T_T
Then during evening, around 6.30pm, we gathered at sw's place and started to head off to Starhill. We went there with 3 cars, Cass in Liang's car, Fai, Sw, Qy, Lp in Kev's car and Kl, Hoe in my car. We reached there around 730pm like that then we paid our bill at the cashier counter there and we entered the jogoya restaurant after that. Oh ya, forgot to mention, the cost is around RM100 per person. But since we're not always celebrate our buddiez birthday at high clss place like this, then I dont mind paying, hehe.. Honestly, it is the first time I enter a high class Jap Buffet Restaurant. There's so many types of foods in there. Oh well, luckily qy took some pics , and I'll let the pics do the talkings XD
First of all , huge gigantic oysters ! Yummy, I love those =p
Besides oysters, I'll upload few more food pics as well. =)
Yeah, those are raw sashimi and also salmon (my fav).
And erm, the half head man is fai XD
This is one strange kind of food .. Nonetheless, it taste great !
There should be a few more pics of other different kinds of foods, but too bad the girls didnt send them to me =( Okay, food pics is over , time for groupie pics ! Hehehe
So, where should I start? Hmm, I'll start with our previous buddiez mass outing - Jogoya, Starhill. Yeah, you did not see wrongly, I did mentioned about Starhill. But before that, went to cheras for a morning dim sum that morning with Starry, Edenz, Gambit and Matt, coz as usual, it is a saturday morning XD Wanted to meet up Neon aka Justin, but he couldnt make it as well, maybe coz I organized it at the very last minute, through sms somemore, zzz my bad T_T
Then during evening, around 6.30pm, we gathered at sw's place and started to head off to Starhill. We went there with 3 cars, Cass in Liang's car, Fai, Sw, Qy, Lp in Kev's car and Kl, Hoe in my car. We reached there around 730pm like that then we paid our bill at the cashier counter there and we entered the jogoya restaurant after that. Oh ya, forgot to mention, the cost is around RM100 per person. But since we're not always celebrate our buddiez birthday at high clss place like this, then I dont mind paying, hehe.. Honestly, it is the first time I enter a high class Jap Buffet Restaurant. There's so many types of foods in there. Oh well, luckily qy took some pics , and I'll let the pics do the talkings XD
First of all , huge gigantic oysters ! Yummy, I love those =p
Besides oysters, I'll upload few more food pics as well. =)
Yeah, those are raw sashimi and also salmon (my fav).
And erm, the half head man is fai XD
This is one strange kind of food .. Nonetheless, it taste great !
There should be a few more pics of other different kinds of foods, but too bad the girls didnt send them to me =( Okay, food pics is over , time for groupie pics ! Hehehe
omg, what am I doin?! I look so gay >_<
Sw said I pout in the pic, which is kinda true lol.. Dont ask me why XD
Sw said I pout in the pic, which is kinda true lol.. Dont ask me why XD
I like this pic !
Brothers, hehe
And finally, Buddiez pics !!!
Yeah, these are our activity pics ! Nice right XD After the dinner, we decided to go PD for a walk, a beach walk. But then Cass and Liang went back after the dinner coz they cant join us for the PD trip, due to Cass usual curfew, hehe... We arrived at PD 2 hours later I think. Then Fai leads us to a beach and we enjoyed ourselves there. Here's some pics too XD
Yeah, this is me ! They said my current hair style suits me , dont know true or not XD
And these are our shoes... and socks -_-"
And finally, Buddiez pics !!!
Yeah, these are our activity pics ! Nice right XD After the dinner, we decided to go PD for a walk, a beach walk. But then Cass and Liang went back after the dinner coz they cant join us for the PD trip, due to Cass usual curfew, hehe... We arrived at PD 2 hours later I think. Then Fai leads us to a beach and we enjoyed ourselves there. Here's some pics too XD
Yeah, this is me ! They said my current hair style suits me , dont know true or not XD
And these are our shoes... and socks -_-"
Yeah, that's all for that night lol.. Is been a while since our last mass , luxury outing, enjoyed ourselves to the fullest that night, although I've became officially broke after that, but oh well XD
Lets talk about recent infos...
Joined back the Blueserver Council Team after much thoughts and discussion with Gambit. Our main goals are to remove darkie and stacy out of the team, or to at least make them suffer. Sub goals are to help out, as usual. Then they decided to let us come back by setting up a probation period for us, much more like a GM probation, not mods. But to me, this probation is superbly easy to pass, not to even mention that it is quite relaxing as well. By coming back we made a deal with Kaelz, which is we'll handle all the usual things, like we used to, except for banlist compilation, means we dont want to check reports. He agreed and so here we are. Currently helping out with the recruitment, nothing much. After august, when we passed our probation, we'll have our GM accounts back. Thats about it , I think ...
Been doing lots of thinkings lately, regarding my own future. My mom wants me to get a job or go back to study life, again. Well, to be honest, I totally have no idea where my interest is, both in career and education. I know I'll not be able to find a good paid job without any certs as my education base, so I think I'll most probably goin back to my study life. Thought of studying either Mass Comm or Law before, coz that's the only 2 courses that dont have any Maths subject in it's syllabus. Then my mom wants me to take up a one year night classes insurance course as well. Well, I have no objection with insurance courses. So I think I'll most probably be taking it. As for Law or Mass Comm, sigh, still thinking. I have to agree on what they discussed with me that night la, they said those 2 courses at least need few years time to complete and get it's cert. What if you lost interest in the middle of it, like what I did previously, then it would be a waste of time and money, again. Sigh, as if I dont know.
So most probably I'll be taking the insurance courses night classes, while at the same time, I'll somehow find a job at day time. Cant really fall asleep these few nights, been thinking what kind of jobs that I should go interview. And at last, I thought of 2 jobs til now. 1st job is to go back to E-Books and work as a full time there, coz you can at least discuss with the boss regarding your timetable, I mean it will be quite flexible and convenient la, knowing that I've been working there before as a part time. But then, I still have the odd feelings when it comes to goin back to work in those places that I've been previously work before. The 2nd job will be working as a full time data entry at PathLab there, since it is near my house area also, walk also can reach -_-" But then this one is more stable la, I mean it's working hour will most probably end at 530pm, easier for me to go for my night classes. Sigh, talk so much but in the end I still havent go to interview.
It is real sad when you're aware that friends around you are emo-ing or they're facing problems but at the same time, you cant do much to help them. Been reading Justin's blog lately, knowing he's emo-ing, sad, but I cant really do anything to help him. Wanted to talk with him to cheer him up, but who am I to do so? I mean we're just friends that are not really that close, somemore I scared the more I talk , the more emo he'll be. Sigh, I know it's impossible to ask you not to think so much, so I wont say that XD Life is too short to being emo everyday, trust me in this.
Speaking of life, had a nightmare few days ago, and somehow I still can remember what happened in the nightmare. I dreamt that I'm gonna die in the hands of my grandma, along with all my family members. Dont ask me why this happened, coz I dont really know. Then before I die, lots of people came across my mind. I dreamt that I wanna make a last phone call to all my buddiez, to tell them how sorry am I for all the things that I've done wrong, and also to tell them that I treasured them so much and thanks for being my best friends. After that, I woke up and found out that I cried myself in tears. From this nightmare, I know I've got all the best friends I ever wanted, coz I thought of you guys before I die >< But seriously, thanks guys for everything, I love you guys so much. The prob is , I didnt come across Sheryl at all. And from this point, I dont know whether do I still have the feelings for her anymore or not. Sigh ...
Stopped playing RO for a few days already. Been boycotting it since I died when group lvling with Starry and Edenz where we fighting the goat. Fed up with them sometimes, somemore asked me to go solo big foot after I revived zzz And I still need to wake up early tomorrow to fetch grands to go OUG the herbal shop there after breakfast, this one more sien zzz But what to do, since dad needs to attend seminar and I'm the only one who can drive besides my bro who needs to sleep in the morning and goes to work at the afternoon. What I'm worrying now is my car fuel , thats all.
Wanna watch Fantastic 4 the silver surfer , but couldnt find legs to watch, Sigh... Didnt realise i've blog for such a long entry already.. I'll try to update this blog everyday. See ya
Lets talk about recent infos...
Joined back the Blueserver Council Team after much thoughts and discussion with Gambit. Our main goals are to remove darkie and stacy out of the team, or to at least make them suffer. Sub goals are to help out, as usual. Then they decided to let us come back by setting up a probation period for us, much more like a GM probation, not mods. But to me, this probation is superbly easy to pass, not to even mention that it is quite relaxing as well. By coming back we made a deal with Kaelz, which is we'll handle all the usual things, like we used to, except for banlist compilation, means we dont want to check reports. He agreed and so here we are. Currently helping out with the recruitment, nothing much. After august, when we passed our probation, we'll have our GM accounts back. Thats about it , I think ...
Been doing lots of thinkings lately, regarding my own future. My mom wants me to get a job or go back to study life, again. Well, to be honest, I totally have no idea where my interest is, both in career and education. I know I'll not be able to find a good paid job without any certs as my education base, so I think I'll most probably goin back to my study life. Thought of studying either Mass Comm or Law before, coz that's the only 2 courses that dont have any Maths subject in it's syllabus. Then my mom wants me to take up a one year night classes insurance course as well. Well, I have no objection with insurance courses. So I think I'll most probably be taking it. As for Law or Mass Comm, sigh, still thinking. I have to agree on what they discussed with me that night la, they said those 2 courses at least need few years time to complete and get it's cert. What if you lost interest in the middle of it, like what I did previously, then it would be a waste of time and money, again. Sigh, as if I dont know.
So most probably I'll be taking the insurance courses night classes, while at the same time, I'll somehow find a job at day time. Cant really fall asleep these few nights, been thinking what kind of jobs that I should go interview. And at last, I thought of 2 jobs til now. 1st job is to go back to E-Books and work as a full time there, coz you can at least discuss with the boss regarding your timetable, I mean it will be quite flexible and convenient la, knowing that I've been working there before as a part time. But then, I still have the odd feelings when it comes to goin back to work in those places that I've been previously work before. The 2nd job will be working as a full time data entry at PathLab there, since it is near my house area also, walk also can reach -_-" But then this one is more stable la, I mean it's working hour will most probably end at 530pm, easier for me to go for my night classes. Sigh, talk so much but in the end I still havent go to interview.
It is real sad when you're aware that friends around you are emo-ing or they're facing problems but at the same time, you cant do much to help them. Been reading Justin's blog lately, knowing he's emo-ing, sad, but I cant really do anything to help him. Wanted to talk with him to cheer him up, but who am I to do so? I mean we're just friends that are not really that close, somemore I scared the more I talk , the more emo he'll be. Sigh, I know it's impossible to ask you not to think so much, so I wont say that XD Life is too short to being emo everyday, trust me in this.
Speaking of life, had a nightmare few days ago, and somehow I still can remember what happened in the nightmare. I dreamt that I'm gonna die in the hands of my grandma, along with all my family members. Dont ask me why this happened, coz I dont really know. Then before I die, lots of people came across my mind. I dreamt that I wanna make a last phone call to all my buddiez, to tell them how sorry am I for all the things that I've done wrong, and also to tell them that I treasured them so much and thanks for being my best friends. After that, I woke up and found out that I cried myself in tears. From this nightmare, I know I've got all the best friends I ever wanted, coz I thought of you guys before I die >< But seriously, thanks guys for everything, I love you guys so much. The prob is , I didnt come across Sheryl at all. And from this point, I dont know whether do I still have the feelings for her anymore or not. Sigh ...
Stopped playing RO for a few days already. Been boycotting it since I died when group lvling with Starry and Edenz where we fighting the goat. Fed up with them sometimes, somemore asked me to go solo big foot after I revived zzz And I still need to wake up early tomorrow to fetch grands to go OUG the herbal shop there after breakfast, this one more sien zzz But what to do, since dad needs to attend seminar and I'm the only one who can drive besides my bro who needs to sleep in the morning and goes to work at the afternoon. What I'm worrying now is my car fuel , thats all.
Wanna watch Fantastic 4 the silver surfer , but couldnt find legs to watch, Sigh... Didnt realise i've blog for such a long entry already.. I'll try to update this blog everyday. See ya
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