My car's front speakers are getting worse, and I don't have the 'feel' to fix them yet. There are so many more important things that I have not done besides fixing the speakers, such as washing the car, vacuum and clean up the car, fixing the wheel? And, to tint the car's windows as well. All also requires money, oh my.

A lot of peoples are getting married this year, congratulations everyone, you know who you are :) Love, is such a simple thing, and yet, it could be very complicated sometimes. Its been 5 years and counting, freaking 5 years. I have to admit that I tried isolating myself from love before, and resulting in a way that I have started to feel numb, but at the same time, looking forward for one. I always say that my main priority now is career, but its not entirely true. Who in this world does not want to love and being loved?

I am currently addicted to this song: Stained - Everything Changes. Gosh, its a nice song, at least it is to me. I am pretty sure some would say that it is a emo song, but who cares, cause emo is one part of human's feelings as well.

Without emo, you might not have the chance to know what it feels to be happy. Alright, somehow I feel it sounds pretty lame again.

Stained - Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you can not close
The devil in you, I suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes if I could
Turn back the years if you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes if I could
Turn back the years if you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do?
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes if I could
Turn back the years if you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn how to feel

Then we could stay here together
And we could conquer the world
If we could say that forever
Is more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel