It has come to that time of the year again, where you will always worry, over worry in fact. I don't really fancy and I am not looking forward to new year every year since 2 years ago, and I dislike 14th of Feb and 16th of May, I just don't like these 2 days. Why I have became like this when all these things always happen? I know I should walk out from the past and not living under the shadow of it. But, it is always easier to say than done.

How am I suppose to not worry? You tell me. Its like the history is repeating itself again, although I really hope it is not. And it hurts to see someone dear to you to keep on screaming for pain everyday. I know I should stop scaring myself, just give me some time.

Well, nothing bad happened during this new year, perhaps its because its the year of Ox, and this year is my year =P That pretty explains why the Lady of Luck is always with me these few days, and hopefully many more days/weeks/months/years to come as well.

Thanks a bunch for the bbq dinner as well everyone. Although we had it at the field this time, at least it is something new and something refreshing as well, most importantly, the host is happy and everyone had fun.

Somehow I feel that the fun is too short to end. How I wish I could have a few more days to relax my mind, and not being zombie during office hours daily. Working has its own fun as well, and I've learnt to being more 'Black and White' as well, yeah taste your own medicine you bitches and bastards.

Time flies and I have to get back to work again. Oh well, breakfast and lunch will never be the same again, and the lack of your presence will result in being little more bored at the office. Nonetheless, we all will miss you Gene, and thanks for that 7 months of joy and laughter you have brought us.