Monday was a day where i felt like I woke up from a long lost dream where I dreamt about myself that I aint as healthy as I think I am.
It seems that the dream has vanished, crushed by tiny bit of disappointment, followed by the rest of unexpected and a tiny part of happiness.
Words can never able to describe my feelings at that moment. For I felt like it shouldnt be this way, but on the same time, I can only accept the result and live with it.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
Mao
Well well.. Now there's no more exam, and only fun and entertainments are left now before I start my fourth subject on this coming Monday. Been feeling sick these few days, and I kept on having all these strange dreams that kept me awake all night long. I wanna go ice skating, who can accompany me ? Please anyone ? Ice skating is fun, it is the source of joy, at least it is for me.
Woke up early in the morning (as in on the 21th), went to honored the promise that I've promised myself some time ago, and I'll be getting the result on Monday's afternoon, looking forward to it. No matter how bad it will be, or how worse it will turns out, perhaps it is destined. I wont spend 300 bucks on something that I wont care or bother about it, at least I feel that I deserve to know about it after all these years.
Fixed my car's aircon and bought a new aerial after that. Seems that the connector is behind all the hot air =(
I want to ice skate ! Please...
Woke up early in the morning (as in on the 21th), went to honored the promise that I've promised myself some time ago, and I'll be getting the result on Monday's afternoon, looking forward to it. No matter how bad it will be, or how worse it will turns out, perhaps it is destined. I wont spend 300 bucks on something that I wont care or bother about it, at least I feel that I deserve to know about it after all these years.
Fixed my car's aircon and bought a new aerial after that. Seems that the connector is behind all the hot air =(
I want to ice skate ! Please...
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Mao
I feeling chilly and feel like throwing out now T_T
Why must I sick one day before my final exam?
Tsk tsk ..
Why must I sick one day before my final exam?
Tsk tsk ..
Monday, February 18, 2008
Mao
Now I wish so hard that I gonna get a bad result and hit the "jackpot" since I just realized that I'm just so "everyone" to everyone.
Maybe I just tried too hard, done too much til I feel so empty now
Maybe I just tried too hard, done too much til I feel so empty now
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Friends
- When you're with someone you trust, never needing to pretend, someone who helps you to know yourself, you know you're with a friend.
-You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.
-Friends know what you want them to know about you. Best friends know what you don't even know about yourself. And True friends help you build yourself from all they know.
-Every gift from a friend is a wish for your happiness.
-I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means you move on and treasure the memories.
-You only meet your once in a lifetime friend once in a lifetime.
-The finest kind of friendship is between two people who expect a great deal of each other, but never ask it.
-A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart.
-True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.
-A friend is one who walks in when others walk out.
-A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.
-Count your age with friends but not with years.
-Friendship is not friendship without trust, without it I walk alone.
-We all need friends with whom we can speak of our deepest concerns, and who do not fear to speak the truth in love to us.
-Believe not only in yourself, but believe in your friends as well for it is in the eye's of your friends that you discover yourself.
-The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.
-Friendship without self interest is one of the rare and beautiful things in life.
-Most people walk in and out of your life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart.
Thanks.
-You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.
-Friends know what you want them to know about you. Best friends know what you don't even know about yourself. And True friends help you build yourself from all they know.
-Every gift from a friend is a wish for your happiness.
-I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means you move on and treasure the memories.
-You only meet your once in a lifetime friend once in a lifetime.
-The finest kind of friendship is between two people who expect a great deal of each other, but never ask it.
-A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart.
-True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.
-A friend is one who walks in when others walk out.
-A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.
-Count your age with friends but not with years.
-Friendship is not friendship without trust, without it I walk alone.
-We all need friends with whom we can speak of our deepest concerns, and who do not fear to speak the truth in love to us.
-Believe not only in yourself, but believe in your friends as well for it is in the eye's of your friends that you discover yourself.
-The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.
-Friendship without self interest is one of the rare and beautiful things in life.
-Most people walk in and out of your life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart.
Thanks.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Mao
Sometimes, all it takes is just a minor concern towards someone, or leave a short note in order to let someone know that he's not alone, that he has his own circle of friends who really concerns him in order to put a smile on his face.
You know, sometimes you want to know how it feels to have, or to own something so eagerly that will eventually let you found the answer that you been looking for the past few years, and when someone you know owns that, you wish so hard that it should have been you, instead of your friend, well this is one of the moments.
Maybe the result aint gonna be as bad as what I expect it to be, but it doesnt mean that I want it to be as bad as I think it would be, maybe I been thinking too much lately. Keeping your own biggest secret is so tiring, knowing that you have no one to talk to or share with is even more tiring.
You know, sometimes you want to know how it feels to have, or to own something so eagerly that will eventually let you found the answer that you been looking for the past few years, and when someone you know owns that, you wish so hard that it should have been you, instead of your friend, well this is one of the moments.
Maybe the result aint gonna be as bad as what I expect it to be, but it doesnt mean that I want it to be as bad as I think it would be, maybe I been thinking too much lately. Keeping your own biggest secret is so tiring, knowing that you have no one to talk to or share with is even more tiring.
Friday, February 15, 2008
Expect the unexpected
I done something stupid and pathetic on 14th Feb morning, something which Im not proud of, something which I think I've made a fool of myself.
Anyway, came back home around noon, was wondering should I go for Justin's OH or not, coz exam is just around the corner, but I glad I went =) Went to fetch CK, then we headed to Justin's OH during the evening.
Met JL there, thats one of the unexpected. Later on, we had some fun, and here comes another unexpected. And so, reached home around 530 in the morning, and thats the last of the unexpected.
That pretty sums up my day yesterday =D
Anyway, came back home around noon, was wondering should I go for Justin's OH or not, coz exam is just around the corner, but I glad I went =) Went to fetch CK, then we headed to Justin's OH during the evening.
Met JL there, thats one of the unexpected. Later on, we had some fun, and here comes another unexpected. And so, reached home around 530 in the morning, and thats the last of the unexpected.
That pretty sums up my day yesterday =D
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Mao
Whitey is dead, he's no longer exist, he's now history.
Let me now introduce our new guy, his name is Mao. Some called him as Mao, others called him as MunRay, some even addressed him as MaoRay, so it actually depends on you, to choose among those 3 names given.
Im serious, Whitey is now gone, from now on, there's only Mao.
Let me now introduce our new guy, his name is Mao. Some called him as Mao, others called him as MunRay, some even addressed him as MaoRay, so it actually depends on you, to choose among those 3 names given.
Im serious, Whitey is now gone, from now on, there's only Mao.
Maybe
What will you be doing on tomorrow night?
Maybe you'll go hang out with that special someone of yours,
Maybe you'll be stoning at home thinking of him as how I think of you,
Maybe you'll be singing "I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about. And she's got everything that I have to live without" and have your tears start rolling down your eyes and drop on the guitar that you're playing.
Maybe, just maybe..
Maybe you'll go hang out with that special someone of yours,
Maybe you'll be stoning at home thinking of him as how I think of you,
Maybe you'll be singing "I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about. And she's got everything that I have to live without" and have your tears start rolling down your eyes and drop on the guitar that you're playing.
Maybe, just maybe..
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
Bahhh
Im going crazy, I need a break. I cant possibly rest at 6 in the morning everyday! But then I cant afford to have a break, coz Im currently broke. Why am I broke? Coz I been paying too much attention on other things.
Well said? Yes, well said. Im so lame, and fake.
Bahhhhh, help me somebody, plursee !
Well said? Yes, well said. Im so lame, and fake.
Bahhhhh, help me somebody, plursee !
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Mao
- 4 more days til valentine's day, and also exactly one year after you left me grandpa, miss you =)
- 10 more days left til final exam, and yet I'm still stoning here, havent get started on assignments and revision.
- 15 more days left til I got the result from a thing that I always wanted to do since long ago. Once I know the result, I'll know what I should do and what to do.
Life is short, you never know what will happen tomorrow, and you definitely wont know how much time you yet to have. Treasure every single little thing you have with you, and dont ever take anything for granted, be it an object, a person, or even a friendship or relationship.
What is the point of having loads of money when you're not happy with life or when you dont have much time left? Money cant buy the thing that Im been craving for to have, or at least to feel. :'(
- 10 more days left til final exam, and yet I'm still stoning here, havent get started on assignments and revision.
- 15 more days left til I got the result from a thing that I always wanted to do since long ago. Once I know the result, I'll know what I should do and what to do.
Life is short, you never know what will happen tomorrow, and you definitely wont know how much time you yet to have. Treasure every single little thing you have with you, and dont ever take anything for granted, be it an object, a person, or even a friendship or relationship.
What is the point of having loads of money when you're not happy with life or when you dont have much time left? Money cant buy the thing that Im been craving for to have, or at least to feel. :'(
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year ! =)
Went out with Justin, Ho and MinRay yesterday =D I'll post up the details later, but now, Happy Chinese New Year everyone ! Enjoy yourselves :)
Sunday, February 3, 2008
The love
Elsewhere (Haley James Scott Version)
I love the time and in between
the calm inside me
in the space where I can breathe
I believe there is a
distance I have wandered
to touch upon the years of
reaching out and reaching in
holding out holding in
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand
I know this love is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire...
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near...
I believe...
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand
Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free
the mold that clings like desperation
Mother can't you see I've got
to live my life the way I feel is right for me
might not be right for you but it's right for me...
I believe...
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand it
I would like to linger here in silence
if I choose to
would you understand it
would you try to understand ~
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And not to forget, the song Halo from Bethany Joy Lenz <3
I love the time and in between
the calm inside me
in the space where I can breathe
I believe there is a
distance I have wandered
to touch upon the years of
reaching out and reaching in
holding out holding in
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand
I know this love is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire...
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near...
I believe...
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand
Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free
the mold that clings like desperation
Mother can't you see I've got
to live my life the way I feel is right for me
might not be right for you but it's right for me...
I believe...
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand it
I would like to linger here in silence
if I choose to
would you understand it
would you try to understand ~
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And not to forget, the song Halo from Bethany Joy Lenz <3
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