It's funny how things are changing from one way to another. It is bad enough to talk big and get overboard with your words everyday, and it is worst when you know a gang of peoples hate you for the way you talk and act everyday.

I apologize for all the words I've said in the past, and I shall now be a good man. I've never imagine there comes a day where everyone hates the bird so bloody much til we all talk about how much we hate him every single day.

I can foresee that I will be broke by the 3rd week of this month, or maybe the 4th week. I knew I have overspent since the first week of the month. Luckily there's no buddy birthday this month, else I would have to spend more on it. I might even have to spend more during the last week of the month. We shall wait and see.

Sometimes I wish I have confidence in myself, so that I will not always scared of this and that when the time comes. And I have been thinking a little too much lately, but I always told myself that things that are happening now are due to karma, and maybe this is what I deserved.

I am not emo, at least not now. I am tired of emo-ing all the time, I feel like it is somehow childish when emo. But heck, there's nothing wrong being childish once a while right? Will the time ever comes? I hope it will soon.