I can't stand my colleague, I'm dissatisfied with the management, and I've just indirectly screwed my manager in front of his face, without any sarcasm.

My CSAT is dropping due to no new cases coming to my inbox, and I do not want to do extra work with no increment in my salary. I work for Datacom, I don't die for Datacom, and definitely not Logitech.

I'm getting use to wearing a mask everyday since every other people is wearing it at office.

Wonder how worse things will turn out to be in the next few weeks.

我不孤单 但我很寂寞. 我想很多人并不知道这句话的意思.
有时不知为何我会有一种很不安的感觉 每当我有这种感觉时 我就会自责.
远看眼前 多数的朋友都是一对一对的 我就会开始胡思乱想.
也是因为这原因 有时我宁可独自出街 或干脆锁自己在家.

现在的我 是过着一种已被麻木的生活.
有时 我甚至觉得我已经跟外面的世界中断了联系
也许一起长大的朋友们都已经有了属于他们自己的一番事业 各都在忙各自的
喝荼的时间少了 聚会更不用多说了

我承认有时真的是我不对 毕竟自己也知道自己的脾气
从一段蛮要好的朋友 变成了如今只在短讯里回复了一个字的朋友
也许我的毛病又发作了 但是我觉得这种友谊真的很可惜
试问这真的是一种人生的必经阶段吗

今天的手机 不断的在响
当下的我真的怀疑手机出了问题 或者是那些无聊和没用的廣告短讯
因为平常的我 可说是一天以内都不会有手机响超过两次的现况出现
可想言知我一直以来都是过着这种低潮的生活

FUCK

I can't even have a fucking proper off day to fucking study for my fucking exam, just because I have to go for a fucking training during the whole fucking week.

Why the fuck is everything has to be so fucked up? Fucking company with fucking management and the fucking institute with its fucking exam.

FUCK

I going to dump my blog for a period of time, effectively as of now.

I need time to really search for myself.

I am sorry and thank you for those who concern, and thank you for those who don't as well.


P/S: I'll do the tag after I have found myself. Sorry Jus.

I need to know.

I just need to know.

I really need to know.